One of the destination.. so we went 2 places to pray if i didnt rmb wrongly.. and FML, i fell down when climbing up some steps at the 2nd temple..and how great, dad laughed his ass off at me.. "WAH! FLOOR GOT GOLD AR?! YOU PICKED UP LE MA?!" very pro, my dad. -.-
Okay, today head out to have an advance celebration for yj&aysha. SURPRISE SURPRISE
Dont be stupid and ask why i'm not in. Because i am the one who took it.
uh,uh, what is thsi girl gonna do to...?
WE DARE YOU! and she went to kiss -.-
before heading home, while waiting for train,
i actually blur-out that i open up both feet apart-.- and they were like "jiayi, this is not even a star la -.-" then i realise -.- tskk Laid my hand @1:55 AM
Nope, i am not trying to be negative. But grow up, accept it, it's a fact. oh cmon.
Yup. i changed? i bet you changed ALOT too huh..
Yup, one wont die without the another one. You're not that great. You know? *cough*
Because we only need poeple who prove that they need us in their life, too.
So, STOP PRETENDING!
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Uhh, understand? stop pretending like a fake plastic cheeseball :]
Face the reality man. What broke will remain broke. No point mending because the flaw will always be there.
Those insulting words that we used on each other, they were words that were like written with markers.
Aww, oh well, i gave up on confronting already.
What's the point?
Everyone is showing their true colour now~
How wonderful can this "nightmare" be? This is just the start~ i believe there are more later.
How "exciting" can this be man? Sit back & enjoy the "nightmare" please.
Low-class VS High-class
What's the definition of that 2 classes? Hey, mind explaining? Does the "class" really matter?
True thought VS Did it on purpose thought
What's the definition of that 2 thoughts? Hey, once again, mind explaining? Do we need to be fake to gain sympathy?
Uh, nono, i forgotten that you are not as Fake as us. Because you are labelled Plastic by me :0 aww..
Backstab
Nope i dont backstab people. Cmon, grow up. CUT THE ACT. Who dont do it. *roll eyes* Yucks. Plastic will deny this. Oh well.
OHH! now i have to define
Fake VS Plastic to you?
Okay sure :D
Personally, in short, being Plastic are WORSE than being Fake. Dont understand? Oh, too bad.
Since then, i learnt "Not to under estimate others; Because they are capable of EVERYTHING & you are actually capable of NOTHING."
So you think i will expect all those words coming out from you? Nah, i think my eyes were closed all the while when we talk, that's why i didnt see CLEARLY.
The reason why 1&2 can be good friends but not with 3 is because they have different characteristics.
Fake no.1 goes well with Fake no.2 but not Plastic no.1.
Bad Friend ; Good Friend.
Afterall, once a friend but too bad, nothing last. This is life.
Laid my hand @1:02 AM
He follows her wherever she goes.
One day the girl noticed & asked the guy:
Girl: Why do you keep on following me?
Boy: Because you’re so pretty and I think I’m falling in love with you.
Girl: Really? But you haven’t met my friend yet.
She’s prettier than me and she’s right behind you.
(The guy looked behind him but found no one.)
Boy: Are you making fun of me? There’s no one behind me.
Girl: No, but if you really love me, you won’t look back.
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guess i will not blog tdy.. no idea up there. hmm
Laid my hand @1:00 AM
I shall stand up on my own; from where i fell.Okay, nothing much for this post.. tag along to dad office and went out for dinner.. joke about with papa :D
and he laughed at me for having stomach pain. bloody evil -.-.. suan me for eating dinner outside also. TSK! then all started pointing at me saying "OBI GOOD". bleah.
Alright, gotta sort my stuff and head for the bed i guess.. tired :(
PS: i love my FB profile photo. LOL- randomness.
Laid my hand @11:37 PM
we were so fine, so fine.. 
but soon, life became a 
For that i know, Waiting & Forgetting is painful
But not knowing which one to do is the worst kind of Suffering.
All i wish to do was to hide. Hide from all those sight i dislike.
All i wish to do was to hide. Hide from all those sight i dislike.
Run ; run away from all the happening. Because i dont want to face any one of them.
& afterall, i am mentally and physically exhausted from all the hiding and running; 
& maybe, all i need was time to heal.& because everything is coming to an end..
i no longer need to hide & run away from you. which then same goes to you.
There are things that we dont want to happen ; but have to acceptThings we dont want to know ; but have to learn
& people we cant live without ; but have to let go
Lastly, all i want to say was...
thank you..& i doubt we can...
I wish you all the best in both your friends & lover relationship.
I'm gone for good.
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Laid my hand @10:02 AM
although i dont tend to work well with ALL my classmates.. i'mma picky bitch ;D
okay dottie, let me start off ANOTHER god-damn-long post :).. as promised, will spam here like nobody business :D
Second running up, STACK OF PAPER!
kua kua kua! totally no life man, imagine each student got this lot of worksheet.. trust me, GLOBAL WARMING TO THE MAXIMUM THEN MINIMUM THEN UP HIGH MAXIMUM AGAIN! LOL! okay, excuse me, i dont know what i am talking about too :)so all the while, papers lying everywhere, especially the stack on the desktop.. cool man, after every paper, *add on one stack of papers* LOL!
God-damn-high, started clearing.. and i threw part of science and chem paper YOU KNOW! LOL! FUG! SHAG! LOL now i got not much material left to revise on science P1.. NEH NEH POK! i till today when talking to yati then remember can! ohmyPATRICK..
all the best to myself man.. *give a pat at my back*
"nice" one man.. hell.. gahh..
Next up, some grad day photo taken.. rather LITTLE as compare to others.. oh whatever :)
HEY DUDE! mr aaron :) weird yet (i dont know what) HAHAHA! saw him just now. okay random :D sorry for the blurness!
amira, yati, jiayi. 
sexy bottle. I KNOW! LOLOL
crap. ALL FATS..*faints* but, okay la :D
her su-par! BIG cheesy fried chicken chop rice :D
after she took her shot on her dinner, she tou pai me. tsk! UNGLAM! TSK
HEY DUDE! mr aaron :) weird yet (i dont know what) HAHAHA! saw him just now. okay random :D sorry for the blurness! 
amira, yati, jiayi. there's taken 1 with nad too, but thanks to my shooting skill, pro-ness, totally blur to the max. sorry nad!
Third, the trip out today :D
head down to city hall eventually.. HAHAHA! 2 mentally crazy woman walking about :D.. marina first.
AZABU SABO GREEN TEA ICE CREAM !!! *screamo* DAMN LONG NEVER EAT ALREADY! ohhh heavenly :D.. then walked about then went to city hall.. walked about then i asked
me "eh, go where go where :D"
yati "haha.. go die eat"
me "yea right... go die -.-"
yati "NO! not go die! hahaha.. you heard what i say?"
me "oh, go eat."
yati "YA!HAHAHAHAHA"
ha all the way till we walked back city link. LOL! early dinner at HK-taiwan cafe. not really ncie as compare to HK cafe... hmm
sexy bottle. I KNOW! LOLOL
crap. ALL FATS..*faints* but, okay la :D
her su-par! BIG cheesy fried chicken chop rice :D
after she took her shot on her dinner, she tou pai me. tsk! UNGLAM! TSKLASTLY, CHOCOLATE CORNFLAKES! OH MYYYY! *screamo* i always craving for it yet i got no idea how to make.. so yup, for some reason, managed to do some research online and some tips from yati & yati's mum.. HAHA! TADAH!
melt baby melt! haha.. my dad even told me "aiyah! melt chocolate? tsk, put it under sun la! sure melt what.. tsk.."
melt baby melt! haha.. my dad even told me "aiyah! melt chocolate? tsk, put it under sun la! sure melt what.. tsk.."wth._. joker.
after much stirring, melted and i add in cornflakes :D.. not totally so brown.. i took it with flash :).. NICE OKAY! parents all doubt my ability. TSK! i did it on my own! bleah! haha.. brother said it was okay :D.. yay~ mum said it was too sweet.. whoopie! for my dad, he dont love this kind of stuff. *BEEP BEEP* OUTTO! haha.. anyway, didnt take a photo of the final outcome because i forgot. Teehee! okay dottie, here i end. shall continue tml i :)
Laid my hand @11:15 PM
which was like last mnth? the week before O's science pratical start.. a rather hmm.. not too bad but at the same time VERY BAD TRIP. okay whatever :D
First of all, head all the way to KL first.. for some praying and more praying. lol.. up to 4hrs of sitting from SG to KL. GG man my butt.. *faints*
and my mood got turn off early in the morning by this ^*^$% uncle (my mum's friend's friend) actually my mum's friend also la. haiya! anything la. the uncle not my friend can already :)
ANYWAY!
EARLY in the morning 5am? 6am? in the bus, the uncle start talking about his "wonderful" india trip to my parents. *turn me off*
whole trip he kept revolving about inda and inda and still more india. wth, go inda stay la -.-
so after KL, head up to Ipoh which was like another 3hr? 4hrs?
thanks god my butt is still with me till now. LOL
Head to the hotel first because it was already quite late in the afternoon when we reached Ipoh..
Some scences i took at the hotel room.. kinda wulu. but, whatever. more wulu one behind.. *faints*Anyway, met at the lobby at 7pm to head out for dinner at nearby and some pasar malam walk :D
okay, see for yourself what the dinner was like.. main dish was the chicken anyway :) and they served a whole plate of "dou ya" man.. thats the famous dish in Ipoh.. "tauge ayam" ? LOL! okay whatever.. their meat ball was so so so nice :D
okay, see for yourself what the dinner was like.. main dish was the chicken anyway :) and they served a whole plate of "dou ya" man.. thats the famous dish in Ipoh.. "tauge ayam" ? LOL! okay whatever.. their meat ball was so so so nice :Dteehee! after that walked arnd the pasar malam and so on.. bla bla bla and head back hotel..
Rested and prepared to rot till poker session with those aunties and uncles.. LOL!
arnd 11pm plus, they came into our room for poker session.
PS. i shared room with my mum's friend:)
so there was like my mum, me, the auntie which shared room with me, another auntie, and 2 uncles which include that "very turn me off" one.. tsk! anyway, started.. watched them play first then joined in.. joke like mad. lol crazy~ lost RM1 or RM2.. forgotten.. after that 1230, all head back to their room to sleep.. lol.. exhausted from all those crazy laughter.. :D
i left my phone on the side table next to my bed.. the next morning, to my horror, i checked my phone and it left 14% battery.. before i sleep, battery check : 70% plus..
fine. My first reaction : "walao, who play my phone!"
okay thats weird.. didnt think much and went to charge my phone.. bathed and so on.. prepared and went down for breakfast..
while eating, the funny uncle that came to gamble last night, said he cant sleep whole night cause got bug-like-thingy kept bite him or what-so-ever.. and he even got pinch by ??.. doesnt feel pain at all lor..
then i was like "TA-DAH! *lightning thunder* wth? blue-black pinch! NOT PAIN~! whatthe!"
AH PIAOOOOO~~~~~~
okay fine.. then that link to my phone.. "Who *play* it"
*faints* oh well oh well..
on the other hand, maybe because last night i kept on off on off the phone plus on off on off the camera which then led to the supar! fast decrease in batt overnight.. yup yup.
*think too much think too much* -cross finger-
lol~
so after breakfast, we left the hotel and head to some cave at Ipoh.. random cave.. haha cracked joke on the way to cave.. lol~ classic aunties and uncle aboard EXCEPT THAT "turn me off" uncle. tsk.
so to one of the cave, they went to pray again.. and when i planned to go the other side of the temple with my dad, that "turn me off" uncle asked me to help him carry him camera.. FUG!
damn heavy #&$^* whatever. grumbling to my mum and finally when he done, ran to gave him back and ran off to find my mum and dad! tsk!
watched them feed monkey and so on.. funny. lol
and that irritating uncle kept trying to take my photo wtf?
do you actually know you are freaking irritating? FUG!
so eventually i got pissed off by his bloody action and i gave him a black face.
so the trip continue till we were back to SG.. *phew
Rather a fun one :) except for that irritating uncle and his act.
yes, i forget to include some of his buay-tehan-act, so i shall continue them NOW
1. after a mini celebration for one of the lil boy birthday, we went up to other hotel room.. and i went to help one of the auntie to on their room light because they insert the card wrongly again and again ._...
so i was wearing camp tee.. and when i wanted to return back to my hotel room, that irritating uncle started asking "oh! you taking O's this year?"
me "..uh huh,, then?"
uncle "oh! my daughter also :)"
-then he started showing me his family photo-
FUG i am seriously not interested.. yuck. and he continue telling me his daughter is aiming for a straight A and so on.. bla bla bla..
me "oh..your daughter what school?"
uncle "tampines sec"
me "oh.. *PS.tampines sec only..talk so much*"
then my life saver came..
dad "OIE! where you going! room at here leh.."
me "HUH PA! COMING AHH!"
YET HE CONTINUE TALKING. WHATTHECHEESEBALL
uncle "careful in choosing friend, dont drink when go other ppl home, take your photo.."
me "*shuttup please.* oh no, i dont go friend home :)"
uncle "ohh, i see you are not a really out-going (or whatever shit he say la) person. GOOD! keep it up"
me "huh orh *ran*"
cheeseball.. talk so much nonsense with me for FUG? i what kind of person no need you care. out-going anot no need you judge. SHUTTUP!
2. Early in the morning when we are having breakfast on Day1, he asked me "are you stress?"
seriously, out of no where , he asked me this bloody random question. tsk.. irritated.. bad mood cause he turned me off already and i not enough sleep!
me "huh? what? no.."
uncle "good! this is what i want.. in an exam, do those you know how to solve first.. bla bla bla.."
me "*PS. wth? i need you to teach?*"
me "*nod nod..* -look away-"
?! i guess i am old enough to know this technique.. crazy.
from then , i told myself, i wont go on trip when this "Turn me off" hell irritating cheeseball is going. NO! NEVER WILL I GO! YUCKS!
spoiler of my trip.
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end of the KL & Ipoh trip.. gotta continue tonight i guess :).. TIREDDDDD
Laid my hand @10:40 AM
4E3' 09
Mr Ang :
Okay, as i wrote in the "report book" which the class gave him ;
Sorry for repeating the same old excuse when i'm absent from school.
:D i know you know that it was a no link excuse.
But yea :D
Thanks for accepting and not chasing after me for the truth. teehee :D
Vanessa (Yati Ng) :
Thank you :
For putting up all my nonsense :D
For not slapping me when i insist i am right when i am actually wrong-.-
Aiya, thank you for everything la. LOL
Yong jie (Maria-h) & Aaron & Kok Weng (Father-Of-Forehead) :
Thank you for all the coaching all these while.
I hope i do well and dont let them down. *bow*
I dont want get slap by them too T.T
&people, stop it for like god sake.
dont know anything then just dont make any assumption.
Inez & Cheryl & Dap & Rafael (Juan Lian) & Ming Jun (Mei Juan) :
Thank you for all those cold lame stuns that happened during school time. LOL
Nad & Amira :
Thank you for being sucha nice friend :)
4e3'09:
Lastly, although we didnt bond well tgt ; but at least we tried :)
Those captain ball game were fun right? i guess everyone enjoyed it very much.
And even when "that photo frame" dropped down from the hall. HOW COOL CAN THIS BE! hahaha..
Particular person 1 :
As i said, i left my trust with you.
Please dont disappoint me.
The truth hurts but a lie is worse.
What i want to bring across is at the post below. so, yup :)
Particular person 2 :
Can i like actually asked why we became like this?
Should i even confront you?
Yes, we should have a good talk someday..
But, i dont dare.
Call me a coward; because i dont care.
Other particular people who ONCE came into my life during this 4years :
Thank you for walking in & let me know what your true colours are. How cruel can reality actually be.
If i was labelled as fake by you, then you guys must be worse than me :) because you all are P-L-A-S-T-I-C! wow~
And you all are not "cool" by shouting out loud all those "...."
Just bunch of loser; L.
I didnt know you guys can be so proud over that matter you know :)..
How pathetic.. uh huh.. Oh sad case people.
I'm glad i dont need to face all of you anymore. & you guys dont need to see me. Ya ya.. very fake~ and you all are very plastic~ tooo~~~ PLASTIC~
Laid my hand @4:23 PM
to-do-list :
3. charge PSP.
hope it still can work =( last used : 918273645 years ago. dead.
halfway done already :D
Laid my hand @2:49 PM
I hope i made it clear to you last night. thankyouverymuch for the patience. Although arguement almost broke out. Luckily it didn't, oh goodness. Ugly truth is better than a beautiful lie ; because it is totally not beautiful to me at all :)
ANYWAY! yayness man people! i'm left with chinese paper and science P1. GREAT! meaning i gonna start spamming here like nobody business :D found lots of nice picture too. yayness! lol !
gotta be back later :D
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Laid my hand @2:33 PM
Someday, we gonna be like this..Will we?
It's pathetic.
From Hi there!.... Bye.
To
yoyo! & all there wuliao & boliao craps started
To
hello. & some casual remarks then byebye.
Soon we gonna return to the starting point..
still,
i dont understand what actually happened then land us in this state.
and seriously, the last chat we had wasn't that sunday.
stopsayingasifitwasmyfault.
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Laid my hand @10:58 AM
On the outer, it seem like it doesn't bother me.But actually deep inside, yes it does.
Why am i so paranoid over that matter?
One after another.
Who should i believe?
You? You You? You You You?
ZC's words made me ponder.
B really changed?
Or A made use of B to spoil B & C.
Should i confront?
I don't know..
Confront You? You You? You You You?
Actually i decided not to confront already..
But.. who know what will happen.
I'm insane. Maybe my nerve loosen and went up to confront.
Oh well oh well..
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Laid my hand @6:06 PM
